February 2012
6 posts
3 days strong! Now they have not been very good deficit wise but still I have not binged and not had really big cravings for it either. I am right now which tells me that tomorrow I will probably have some but I’m not going to give in. It’s just not worth it like it tastes good but that only lasts as long as I’m eating whereas the guilt and anger and frustration lasts forever. I...
Did I binge today? Yes I did on candy and pie BUT I also burned 1000 calories at the gym today! I don’t blame myself for binging because I really didn’t eat enough today. Expecting myself to be able to have a net total of 500 was unfair to me and my body. Burning 1,000 calories at ice was not as hard as I thought it would’ve been. It wasnt easy but I could do it again. Only on...
I say I’m going to stop binging. I say I’m going until March. I say I’m making a change in my life. I can’t fucking stop binging. It’s an addiction straight up. I need it I crave it and I just can’t get enough of it. And my binges are getting worse. I need more food over time to satisfy me. This sucks so bad and I am so fucking tired of it. I m tired of starting...
Starting tomorrow I am eating right and exercising everyday. Ian do sick of starting over i just want to be back down to the size I was before. It is so damn frustrating getting myself back on track and is taking a lot longer than I thought it would. Sick of starting over so I’m going to stop giving up. On days where I’m just really hungry I will eat a little more but not to the point...
I’m legit going to go as long as I can without binging. My goal is a week which shouldn’t be as hard as it is. I’m going to do it bough I am so sick of this bingig it doesn’t satisfy me at all
I always go on these tangents of 3 days bingig and 3 days straight. Like I honestly can’t describe how frustrating it is that I can’t eat normally. What the ruckus wrong with me? Like I’ve just been getting worse and now I can’t go one day of bingig without Doing a follow up the next and repeating it. It’s addictive I swear it is and it’s just not worth it. I...