1. 12/6

    I’m still eating a lot and even though I am also exercising and not gaining weight, I’m afraid I’m going to start eventually. I am so scared of gaining weight it’s like one of my top priorities to prevent. On a good note, I got the letter from Flora today and it was half a thank you letter and 1 sentence of mushy-ness so I was happy. She is the sweetest person and I truly feel blessed to have her as a friend. I so hope I am accepted into VMI, that would make the life seriously so much better. Please, God. Let me get accepted into VMI. I would be CRUSHED if I didn’t, absolutely CRUSHED.