My first day of 2012 was horrible. I merged into another car and cried about it all day. I then proceeded to binge like a pathetic bitch. But I am going to look at it from a better stand point because I can’t stand being miserable anymore. I am now a vegetarian and it was no problem saying no to meat today. I really don’t think that this will be a problem. And regarding my binge today, I am making it my last binge ever. Sure I’m going to over eat now and then in the future but they won’t be binges. I got it out of the way and out of my system. If and when I get the enormous craving to binge, I will just chew up the food and spit it out somewhere without swallowing one bite. For breakfast tomorrow, which I would like to be at 11 or later, I am just going to have a banana and strawberries. Nice and low cal. I am going to take a deep breath right now an wipe all of my calories off my chart. I am going to give myself a fresh start and start with a clean slate and tomorrow is the first day to my success. I have gained about 4 lbs and tomorrow is the first day of me losing it all!! Let’s get started.
