Every time I look in the mirrors at school all I see is fat an ugly. Like I honestly just have the worst and lowest self esteem ever and I hate it. It makes me hate myself more for losing so much motivation and gaining like 6 pounds. You can definitely tell. I hate my body I need to lose this weight now. I’m going to the gym today for sure I just hate my legs. That’s my biggest insecurity is my legs. I just want to be thinner. I remember looking thinner when I went to VMI. Just saying. Ugh fuckkkkkk fuck fuck fuck that all that I can think right now. I need to go workout I need to get in a better mood. I can’t wait until I’ve lost all this shitty weight and I’m at 120ish again. I’m thinking all my cardio will burn off my leg and ab fat and then I will replace it with abs and better arms hopefully.
